I feel that I am really hard on myself. I am studying very hard and I have chosen a difficult course of study. I feel spaced out and a bit unmotivated when I am studying. I feel that I look at some of homework assignments and course material and feel that I can't figure it out. I'm trying to hang in there and not give up. It is through our trials that we truly learn the most about ourselves. I wish that this material would come a bit easier to me.
I find that it is frustratingly difficult to relate to people that I am not close with. I am trying to expend effort to do this but I feel people do not reciprocate. I wish that I could maintain focus better. I am thankful for what I have. I am trying to get over my weaknesses of being emotional and sensitive. I tell myself that I am making strides but sometimes I feel that it may only be temporary. I am going to get back to trying to figure out some of these concepts.
I also have to improve my ability to set goals and plan out how I want to achieve them. I feel that I struggle with a lot of self-doubt internally and I really want to be able to turn the corner with these issues. I want to be more honest with myself. I want to be more upfront with others but I am scared of exposing my weaknesses.
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