Candid Struggles....

Its been a while since I last posted. I feel like I am on an emotional roller coaster trying to seek approval from others. I find comfort in being able to talk about this. It feels as I am getting the burden off of my chest. I have to remember that there are people to talk to and to help me get through all of this. I am always the one initiating everything. I should be more proactive about finding a job and about my future. I just feel overwhelmed by all of it. My coursework makes me feel inadequate. It is difficult to concentrate. Maybe its not for me. I have to show that I am capable of seeing something to the finish (like a degree or a project). More on it soon as it is getting late and I need to get ready for bed.