I am nervous. I have done something that might have offended a good friend. I hope that it will not be a big deal. I am torn between whether to come clean or whether to try and play it off. This has been one of my best relationships in college and I am hoping that I really have not messed up this relationship because of the careless deed that I have done.
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
Today is the second day of the school year for most people but for me it is my third week. I was anxious to return back to school because I had changed my major and was eager to see what my new classes would be like. I am trying to figure out what would be the quickest way to graduate because I switched gears after two years to something fairly different.
I am still trying to find my niche even after all this time. There are things that I like but nothing that I have embraced and continually done. I am nervous and anxious to prove that I am serious about what I am doing and I am eager to prove that I can do it well but there is SO much to balance. The mentality that I am trying to instill with these classes is that they are a job and there are strict deadlines that must be met. There is so much and my belief is that the start is key.
I am also trying to decrease the level of my emotional sensitivity. I think that I am improving but it is difficult to measure because it is difficult to meet extensive time with anybody. Everybody has their own busy life. What's frustrating is that people are going to form their cliques and it is tough for an outsider to incorporate himself into this group when everybody else already feels comfortable. I just want to find something that makes me happy and that can relieve me of the stress and worry that I have in my life.
On relationships: I think that this is a great time to start going on some dates and really learn more about the opposite sex. I am inexperienced compared to some of my peers but I think by joining clubs and organizations and not always just studying in my room, I should be able to put myself out there and hopefully find somebody.
I am still trying to find my niche even after all this time. There are things that I like but nothing that I have embraced and continually done. I am nervous and anxious to prove that I am serious about what I am doing and I am eager to prove that I can do it well but there is SO much to balance. The mentality that I am trying to instill with these classes is that they are a job and there are strict deadlines that must be met. There is so much and my belief is that the start is key.
I am also trying to decrease the level of my emotional sensitivity. I think that I am improving but it is difficult to measure because it is difficult to meet extensive time with anybody. Everybody has their own busy life. What's frustrating is that people are going to form their cliques and it is tough for an outsider to incorporate himself into this group when everybody else already feels comfortable. I just want to find something that makes me happy and that can relieve me of the stress and worry that I have in my life.
On relationships: I think that this is a great time to start going on some dates and really learn more about the opposite sex. I am inexperienced compared to some of my peers but I think by joining clubs and organizations and not always just studying in my room, I should be able to put myself out there and hopefully find somebody.
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